Four days ago Major came home and is back where he belongs, forever in our hearts.
We arrived in Spain and within the hour our beautiful boy Major was suddenly taken ill and suffered a heart failure and we lost him. He died in our arms and again our hearts broke…. We are in that raw, disbelieving fog that descends with loss. Our faithful, devoted big lad and my shadow has… Read More A New Year and More Heartbreak
The majority of the last 3 months have been extremely hard, but there have been times of great joy and laughter and spending time with my grand daughter and grandson has been precious. December finally arrived and I started the specialist Trauma therapy and attended with an open mind. The intensive EMDR therapy throughout December… Read More A New Year and A New Chapter
The 10 things that I have learnt in the last 18 months are:- 1. Time does not heal (you don’t heal from this) 2. I have found out who my true friends are (and I have some really good friends) 3. I hate platitudes…In a better place…Only the good die young…..He wouldn’t want you to… Read More My Mask
Whilst existing in my darkness, on the 6th October, my first grandson made his appearance, a healthy bonny baby. I could not hide my joy when my son told me that they were naming him after his brother. That day, for me, was a ray of sunshine and his arrival reinforced the fact that I… Read More October – A Ray Of Sunshine